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Sunday, December 13, 2009
Ranting on my current position
Ah crap.My current situation really stinks,doesn't it?Do I see my problems with my friends?Am I blinded by my own strategy?What happened,I lost.But I keep on wanting to win,even after my defeat.What is that?Foolishness bound in me,as stated in the Bible?
Yes,I will say sorry for every wrong thing I done,whether to an MGS person,or an SA guy.However,whether they forgive me or not is up to them.It makes me worried.Am I really gonna be forgiven?Is it going to work?
The Bible says forgive others,and let God do the rest.But I want my face.Why?Am I so full of pride that I wont back down after a loss?
Sean lectured me,Meiying too.And sometimes,I feel even some of my haters have been telling me to let go.I guess I really have to,but I don't see how that will give me benefit.I'll be honest;I can't sleep properly at night.I've been waking up at 3,just to find out that my problems are still there.
I'm not the kind of person my friends think I am.I guess Ruth probably feels more at ease without my talking to her everyday.Is it time now?Do I have to tear down all that I had built for the past 2-4 years,and start all over again,from the bottom of the league and work my way up to the top?
God,help me take away this problem,if this is Your will for me to get pass this problem,then I will submit to Your will....
I guess I'm gonna have to "tear down my everything"........
Posted at: 12:39 PM
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