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An Unfair Attempt?
I have been thinking about that today.Why is it that God is unfair.My church's reply was because I committed sin.True,I did,and my sin was repeated in Bratislava and Budapest.Because of all this atrocities,I feel emotionally heavy and also,it feels like I lost my connection with God.The problem now is this:Why does God show favor on other people but not on me?I know the beginning:Something about last year,I think my choir knows.I have been picked on,insulted by,scolded by my choir members AND conductor at least ONCE.Is this all that it seems?What am I going to do now?Pray and ask God for help,or any other method?
I dunno my route now.Last time it was so certain,but now,what have I become?Have I broken the bonds between my friends?Am I a monstrous guy in character?I don't want to die,but I am not keen on living either.I am caught in the middle.
Oh well,only God knows.A lot can happen this year.
Posted at: 8:18 PM
First Day of CNY
Wow,not bad for first day of CNY.Went visiting my relatives at AMK.THey were fine,just that one was blind.Received loads of angpow money.My mum said it had more than 400 bucks!Woah,I just hit the jackpot and finally broke my record!
Ate quite alot of CNY goodies.I hate today's eclipse.
Posted at: 9:18 PM
Anime Addiction
Finally I'm addicted to anime again.Loads of anime I'm addicted to,but I'm most addicted to Bleach.It's got a cool storyline,though there are some bad language words here and there.I am posting this video.Watch how Ichigo(the guy in black and has orange hair)fights against Grimmjow(guy in white and has blue hair).
Posted at: 9:49 PM
Loads of homework
I am sick of CNY homework!I just got hell-loads of homework from all subjects and Geography is driving me up the wall.Plus the fact that Summary for English is gonna be extremely harder.ITS 30 MARKS!That means 20 marks for Content and 10 marks for Language.I also got enough E-Math algebra questions to drive me till 2am for 4 days.
Seriously,who wants homework during CNY?Who likes getting it?No one likes it,of course.
Looks like I am gonna chhiong all my homework by TOMORROW so that I can focus my attention on gaining angpow money!(just joking.LOL)
OK,back to homework chhiong-ing.
Posted at: 8:39 PM
CNY Approaches and Inappropriate Spams
CNY is approaching and Blogger says my blog is a spam blog in my face and it will be deleted 20 days unless I verify it.WTF is that?!It is exactly like what happened to Ben See's blog.
It is gonna be Lixin's birthday in a few more days.I dunno what to give her for her birthday presents.Doubt my mum will let,even if I curse.
Now I hate this year's CNY.Even though I like to have some fun,I still gotta do CNY homework and it sucks having to complete more than 15 questions of E-Math during CNY.Plus,when we visit our relatives,because of economic crisis or some prank,we will say Gong Xi Fa Cai,Hong Bao Na Lai.
I am gonna post 2 vids on CNY,ALL from Muttons To Midnight.
Posted at: 9:30 PM
CNY Spotchecks
I hate today.Firstly,during DNT,there were 3 people coming in to the Lab and ordered us to take out our phones and open up our bags.I believe the idea is to check for contraband stuff like PSP.
Secondly,Mr AKH took my Maths textbook on dunno when and returned it to me today.I was like giving a WTF attitude.
Thirdly,the combined pressure of choir run and basketball games today has caused me to break a blister each on my leg,causing blood to flow out and stung my legs,though it is not as bad as Solomon Foo,who has a fractured leg.
Fourthly,my fractured arm bone pressure issue is coming back again.My right arm has been hurting after the basketball game.
Fifthly,Miss Gan wanted to ask the choir what is stopping us from getting Silver or higher for SYF.For me,I want to beat CGS,but after giving it much thought,I am not sure if I am capable.The so-called auditions are not yet scheduled,and if I don't qualify,I can kiss goodbye to my dreams of performing in SYF.Even during rehearsals,I noticed that I cannot keep up with the pace.
Sixth,if I don't compete in SYF and beat CGS for once,Reuben says I might as well retire.Well,whatever happens,I doubt I can find another CCA quickly enough.In fact,I will just lose all my CCA points I earned from last year.So I have no idea what to do now.I can only pray and hope that the choir can get at least a Silver or higher in SYF,with or without me.
Seventh,starting to get complacent with Maths results.
Eighth,after all,I am,to be precise,pressurized,stressed and extremely dammit exhausted.After SYF is over,thank God I will have no more worries for 2 years.
I need a break.Perhaps the weekends and CNY will help.Oh yes,speaking of CNY,it is coming soon and therefore,Gong Xi Fa Cai!
Posted at: 9:23 PM
Half Blind,Half Life
I am seriously half blind temporarily.I can't see properly,even with my glasses,and I feel scared that a lurking danger may be beside me.
Posted at: 8:44 PM
The Joker Within
You may not know this,but everybody has a dark side.My dark side is similar to that of the Joker,but after it is controlled,it is similar to that of someone powerful.Unfortunately,I cannot control my impulse yet.Thats why I will post 2 vids from Kamen Rider Blade series.(Episode 45 and 46)See how one who is affected by Joker became the golden Rider.
Watch KR Blade Episode 45 in Entertainment Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com
Watch KR Blade Episode 46 in Entertainment Videos | View More Free Videos Online at Veoh.com
Posted at: 5:28 PM
Thriple Edge Screw
I got screwed by You-Know-Who,Reuben and JeremyPosted at: 8:49 PM
Stalk
Imagine being stalked by 3 people from VivoCity to Potong Pasir,came to your CCA Display,hanged around the school and then stalked you back from Potong Pasir to VivoCity.It feels so uncomfortable!Then,when Reuben asked me to play soccer,I simply refused,gave a WTF-I-don't-want-to-play look on my spastic Ichime face and just trotted off.
After I lost those stalkers at Vivo,I met Jonathan Poh and his friend.We walked around Vivo,went to Toys R Us,ate dinner at Banquet(a kind of kopitiam)and went home.
Apparently,on the way home,I nearly missed my MRT and bus stops because of sheer tiredness and fatigue.
Ponyo's storyline is WAY TOO WEIRD!
Posted at: 6:13 PM
CCA Display One Day Away
CCA Display is just 1 day away.Wonder how it feels to be in it for the first time.I feel a sense of nervousness and excitement,as we will be singing Barbara Ann REMIX in front of ALL the Sec 1s.And today's Chem sucked la!Posted at: 9:21 PM
Complacency
I'm screwed............Go ask Teryne or Jeremy and you will know why.Posted at: 8:27 PM
Bowling Ace
Today I,Kai Wen,Jeremy,Sherwin and one of Jeremy's friends went to play bowling.I seriously sucked lah,being the retard who has only scored 9 points once 6 years ago.All my shots were 0 pointers.I had to give this spastic face that I lost,apparently cos I didn't give a full strength strike.If I did,one arm would be injured by now.
Then I liked this conversation:
- Kai Wen:I let you shoot once ah.
- Me:OK lorh!
- (Me after firing the ball):Aw,****!
- Jeremy:You are so weak you suck!
- Me:But it's my first experience what.
- Kai Wen:So?First timers don't shoot 0 pointers lah!
I was giving this spastic face after shooting and remained that face until they finished their game.
Posted at: 4:44 PM
Confusion Disoriented
It seriously hurt after that.
Posted at: 8:43 PM
The Whatever and Anything Attitude
Yes,I gave that attitude in choir as mentioned in the title.And I think that I need to be recreated again...
Oh LORD,pls help me.......
CCA Display next saturday,so not looking forward to it.
Posted at: 10:23 PM
Burning Late Night Energy
Finally completed my English project!!!!!!!That will prevent me from getting screwed tomorrow.Unless of course,if it sucks larh,but won't be as bad as one if I didn't do.Now I realised how lucky I am.I got a deadline extended for Chinese,Home Econs,DNT and Maths.I think I am gonna do Chinese tomorrow,chhiong my Maths and DNT on Wednesday and complete the rest on the weekends
I am seriously tired.
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Posted at: 9:54 PM
Random Shots of Destruction
Just so that you know,I am on the Kidou Senshi Gundam VS Gundam series exclusively on PSP,which has let me exposed to certain types of Gundam combat combos in long,mid and short range.The highest combo I mashed was a 15 button combo for 296 damage.Then again,using the melee overlord Destiny Gundam's Afterrun Dash was no easy feat.After losing more than 550 points of Health because of a chain of attacks,I unleashed the G-Crossover and Mobile Assist.Legend Gundam and the power maniac Destroy Gundam charged through the battlefield but to no avail.I also lost my Shield after blocking 5 beam cannon blasts.
I then resorted to the most desperate combo while performing Afterrun Dash(Wings of Light),Arondyte Barrage.8 button combo and Palma Fionas beam shot for an explosive 425 points of damage claimed victory towards me.
Onto studies,now.I AM SO SCREWED TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at: 8:10 PM
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The New Year Kong Singing.....
Well,first day of school.Not good to start Sec 2 life.Same form teacher,different co-form,CME,PE and a hell lot of others.Science is divided into Pure Physics,Pure Chem and Pure Bio.Well,having not completed all but 1 of my homework,I seriously feel disappointed,especially when I wanna aim for 3SA!
But it's not whether I can or not,it's whether I am willing or not that counts.I can do it,I just don't have enough motivation.I think I better save myself before I get my ass kicked by exams.
To quote Barbarella(I felt like this was like the target setting quote.):Be there,or be square!Ja?*spastic wink*
Posted at: 3:33 PM
New Year Post
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!COUNTDOWN TO THE DAMN SEC 2 LIFE:LESS THAN 1 DAY!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO MORE HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted at: 12:58 PM
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